Vent about to take place!!
So the lil burst of Mojo i had was exactly that..... a lil burst and i have wanted to blog for so long but all i have to report is that my training going rather well and eating seems to be bout 80% good through the week but come the weekend that (as Tara calls it) "Inner Fat Bitch" cuts sick on the tucker : (
I seem to make great drops through the week on the scale but come Monday I'm right back where i have started and I'm really starting to get pissed with myself ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
So what do i do next....... STOP MAKING EXCUSES AND PULL MY FINGER OUT!!!!!
Thats all it is damn excuses over and over again! It's funny how i justify things in this crazy mind of mine... What i want is to live, breathe be an ATHLETE but that lil devil on my shoulder keeps telling me.. Its okay to have this and that, Athletes do that, Why are you being so hard on yourself? Live a lil blah blah blah!
Hannah darling NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!
So why wait till Monday again to pull my finger out I'm not i have woken up this morning ( after a massive midweek gorge last night) to feeling like shit and asking myself wow do i really feel any better after that NO!! So today back on track and as for the weekend no, you deserve this attitude!!!!
If i want this to be the Year of the Sexy Bitch well bloody Santa ain't bringing her.... Only i can be the one to change......
WITH OR WITHOUT MY MOJO THE TIME IS NOW!!!
Sorry bout the vent, just what i needed hehe will be back soon to report in!