Thursday, December 31, 2009

Beautiful Blogger awards...

The Lovely Steph nominated me for these awards...
So here goes ill carry this on...

7 things you may not no about me!!

1) I have a sister Younger then me who always has supported me in the things ive dreamt of doing even if she doesnt really understand why ... Thanks SARAH

2) I have three tattoos and i want another one, i have one on my right hip chinese symbol for love, i have another on the lower part of my back being a butterfly and one on my ankle which is rosary beads.

3) I have a mental cat that i swear sometimes should have been a dog, talk about personality plus... Meet Charlie....

He likes watching movies with us and loves posing for the camara!

4)Where the dream of competing came from....My mum and dad always went to the local gym in my home town (where now i work) and there used to be pictures up of bodybuilders such as Arnie and Corey Everson but my mum owned a Pumping Iron book with women such as Corey, Rachel Mclish but my favourite was Gladys Portugues, these women inspired me therefore planted the seed of competing at the age of 11-12!

5) Im quite scared of the dark hehe pathetic i know!

6) My best friend is my boy Mick : )

7) Favourite body part ( when in shape) are my abs!!!

My 7 nominees are: ( I know some of you guys have completed this already sorry!)



Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Magic Happens : )

Well it seems with out my encouragement my Mojo has made its way back into the picture woohoo (and earlier then planned)!
I think over the past few months I have tried forcing it back which has actually sent it spiraling in the other directions but i set a date 4th of January to start getting myself back into shape so come May, my 20 weeks prior to Comp wont be an absolutely slaughtering, but my body is asking of me to start now, its over the shit i keep feeding it my brain wants real food so i function better instead of feeling carb fried and needing a nana nap everyday round 11:00am!
So on to my second day of eating clean AGAIN i feel very different and REAL about it i know it takes longer then two days to get over bad habits but i really feel I'm in a much better headspace at the moment that and I'm also sick of none of my clothes fitting me hehe who's to blame for that ME ( and my passion for carbs, bastards they are!) So I'm going with the flow at the moment and trying not to fall back into bad habits, my goals for 2010 in regards to health and fitness are:
1) Healthy choices
2) Plan and prepare
3) Train like every session is your last
4) Strive to always do my best
5)Believe in myself
6) Try new approaches
7)Come into comp knowing there was nothing else i could do!
8) Have a plan coming out of comp
9) Small goals to carry me through
10) Love myself
I could keep going but these are my top ten in no particular order, BUT one other i'd like to bring attention to is EXCUSES, one of the main things i had trouble coming to terms with after my comp... I used them all over and over again justifying why it was ok to do what i was doing eg i dieted for roughly 4mths i can now have what ever i like pfff yeah if you want your old fatty body back!!!
I don't want to be one of those comp people that are only in good shape for 3mths of the year and use "off season" as an excuse, There are no more excuses, i want to live and breathe fitness no matter what time of the year!
So here goes 2010 your mine baby ready or not!!!

BOOYA its the year of "SEXY BITCHES"

Monday, December 28, 2009

2009 Memorable mojo (and not so mojo) moments!!!

Few shots along the way to the stage!

1) Accepted into Uni(Nursing)

2) First attempt of dieting for comp in May

Gave up due to uni exams

3)14 weeks out from Sept comp check out the posing bahahaha! Practice makes perfect (thank you for your help Jo) Gave up Uni due to dream of comp!

4) 9 weeks out with some posing practice under my kini hehe

5) 7 weeks out and the body slowly budging

6) 5 weeks out

7) 3 weeks out - in love with my abs much hehe! ( i want them back)

8) Happy days

9)Show time
10) Living the dream hehe!

2009 i achieved my goal of competing as a figure competitor With and without my mojo along the way!
I cant wait for 2010 to roll round achieving this dream has made me more determined to get back up there again bring a mean lean mojo magic machine!

Best wishes for the New Year and look forward to following everyone again for yet another year of low carb days, emotional outburst and tears of joy!


Monday, December 14, 2009



Well what can i say every time i go to blog at home the internet doesn't let me and so when i do have it working i haven't got much to say ( unusual i now ) : )
SOooooo whats been happening in the last mth???

- Well i finally completed my Les Mills Body Step module and passed Yay that one has been a long time coming and now its done and dusted WOOHOO!!!
- I got to see my friend Jodie compete again this time at The Ultimate Bodybuilding championships in Brissie, and boy did she rock the stage, her presence on stage was amazing and her body was smoking i have never seen her in the tip top condition and i want to congratulate her for coming first!

- On the dieting front hmmmm STILL struggling, sad thing is i know what to do but I'm just not applying it, i keep making excuses for myself and i still HATE what I've turned my body into but its only ME that can snap out of this so called episodes i have and get back on track! No point going back on a diet right now till after xmas but i do plan to eat good through the week and chill on the weekend!

-Training... still going somedays I'm happy with it others my heart and mind just are not there. Happy that I have kept with it although as of late my cardio is lacking think to a degree im listening to my body as its wanting me to calm down for a lil.

-2010- Bring it on i say!!! I'm already thinking of how i can fix things come comp prep time and what feds i want to compete in, even have started thinking bout what color i want my costume as i don;t really wanna leave it till last minute this time!

Sorry guys just felt i needed to unload a lil its been awhile and a bumpy journey but what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger!