A place to vent my ups and downs for my journey to the stage!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Its funny over the past few months ive realised that how important wording things is, I have found myself seeming to be overwhelmed in words people have discribed me as eg Brut, built like a brick shit house, and the list goes on...... (maybe for some reason im taking this to heart or im SUPER sensitive) but not only that but how lil decorum people really have in regards to others feelings, i have never walked up to one and poked them in the belly to tell them they have put on weight, ive never told someone they have beefed up, i have never advised someone that maybe getting a mirror to see what they look like from behind may help stay in "comp condition" all year round. Where do we get off on telling others our opinions that are rather hurtful??? I'd never lie to anyone who asked me to be honest with them with their appearence ONLY if they ask for it!!!! I'ts funny how a handful of humans can make or break your day : ( and i'm bringing this up due to being hurt by words someone close to me made ( and at the end of the day what this person said was probably not meant in the way that it all came out and across) i just wish people really thought about what they are going to say to one and put yourself in their positon and see if you would like it in return!!! Wednesdays are always the day i have something thrown at me so i'm doing my best to mentally prepare for the next daggering comment coming my way!!!
Sticks and stones may break my bones but im going to use these comments in my training and prove to them and myself that its only fueling the energy for me to succeed....BOOYA!